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Blue Hour

by Homewards

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Doubts 03:04
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I keep my head still low Gave up to reach the sun The rain reflects the doubts I kept Burn the words I’m too scared to speak out loud Remain silent as I start to crack Open up They tell me everytime when I stare to the ground I’m fine, just tired No need to talk about I dig my nails into my hands as I swallow my own lie I’m not worth wasting your time I’m not worth wasting your time And I know Keeping everything inside Won’t change a goddamn thing But it’s easier for me If I won’t haunt you in your sleep And I know And I know There’s no shame in being weak I want to cry it all out But I struggle to speak I keep my head still low Gave up to reach the sun The rain reflects the doubts I kept Burn the words I’m too scared to speak out loud Remain silent as I start to Crack I tried to free my mind Tried to hide and run away But there’s no way out no way out for me I keep my head still low Gave up to reach the sun Remain silent as I start to crack And I know And I know There’s no shame in being weak but it’s easier for me it’s easier And I know And I know There’s no shame in being weak I want to cry it all out. But I struggle to speak
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Wither 03:13
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The despair I tried to leave behind Is still crawling in the back of my skull Found comfort in the hole I’ve made In my shell I feel myself at ease Is this still who I am? Everything I will be? A withered branch? Unable to bloom again? My hands start to shake as hell Can’t see shit through this misty frame Take a breath, try to count to ten As the waves are crashing in Let me rest The darkness will fade The darkness will fade In my self decay In my self decay I’m just too scared to change myself what if everything left gets worse can’t lose the love that gave me hold my old habits built a shattered home Is this still who I am? Everything I will be? A withered branch? Unable to bloom again? Let me rest The darkness will fade The darkness will fade In my self decay In my self decay I’m just too scared to change myself what if everything left gets worse Let me rest The darkness will fade The darkness will fade In my self decay In my self decay Let me rest Let me rest The darkness will fade In my self decay In my self decay
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Hollow 02:57
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Sink back into the darkness that haunted me for ages and decades to come for far too long i’ve been waiting for this numbness inside me to finally make room for at least pain to get the surface and give me some sense of feel back my demons won’t leave me alone I can feel my eyes grow pale my bones gain weight like an ancient oak can’t support my limbs no more I’m just a hollow shell brittle like worn down teeth my mind is crowded with words I can’t conceive Sink back into the darkness that haunted me for ages and decades to come for far too long i’ve been waiting for this numbness inside me to finally make room for at least pain to get the surface and give me some sense of feel back my demons won’t leave me alone I am just a hollow shell brittle like worn down teeth I can feel my eyes grow pale my bones gain weight days are passing me by one by one it feels like i’m falling apart Sink back into the darkness that haunted me for ages and decades to come for far too long i’ve been waiting for this numbness inside me to finally make room for at least pain to get the surface and give me some sense of feel back my demons won’t leave me alone
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Weight 02:55
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There’s no easy way out buried by the thought that i‘m not enough I’ve never been so tired I’ve never felt so low I’d rather be gone find a home where i finally can ease my mind It gets harder to breathe feel the weight of expectations pushing down on me i’m not sure if its pride or the fear of being weak in front of you i'd rather let myself drown instead of pulling you with me down to the ground There’s no easy way out buried by the thought that i‘m not enough I’ve never been so tired I’ve never felt so low It gets harder to breathe feel the weight of expectations pushing down on me i'd rather let myself drown instead of pulling you with me down to the ground
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Burden 03:30
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And I can confess that every night I spent awake I stared at the walls and thought I’d rather be gone Find some kind of home Where these voices break in silence And leave me alone I’m grinding teeth biting my tongue till it bleeds while it gets harder to breath My exhaustion takes over I will let myself sink in a haunted sleep I can’t stand the look in your eyes while you’re worrying about me I hope I won’t rob your smile when i’m calling for help take my hand and guide the way stay for a while and keep me safe take my hand and guide the way please be the answer for me take my hand and guide the way stay for a while and keep me safe take my hand and guide the way please be the answer for me please be the answer for me please be the answer for me And I can confess that every night I spent awake I stared at the walls in grief while you slept next to me Instead of letting you know I clenched my fists, held my breath swallowed how I felt They’re haunting me Stay by my side till they leave Make them disappear Please stay a while Hold me tight Get them out of my head Get them out of my head Get them out of my head Give me room to breath Lay them down to rest Light them up in flames Get them out of my head And I can confess that every night I spent awake I stared at the walls and thought I’d rather be gone Find some kind of home Where these voices break in silence And leave me alone Get them out of my head Please be the answer for me
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Sleep 03:44
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I’m still afraid of change still afraid of what comes next days are passing me by keep sleepwalking through my life eyes shut for another day haunted by dreams which stray away from the hopes that I had They’re shattered in pieces like broken glass And I know I should be happy with the place I call my home For way too long have I’ve been a slave to my anxious thoughts I kept running in circles for years so where the hell did I go wrong I can’t break the cycle as long as my limbs feel so cold But I’ll keep sleeping the days are passing me by But I’ll keep sleeping the days are passing me by While i’m wasting another year I’ll keep on hiding in my own sleep wake me up give me strength to open up my eyes again I’m still hoping for the day when I’ll fit into my own skin wake me up give me strength to open up my eyes again But I’ll keep sleeping the days are passing me by Is there a way to escape? From the patterns that I have made? sick of drowning in my own doubts sick of overthinking every step I take But I can’t wake up I can’t wake up While i’m wasting another year I’ll keep on hiding in my own sleep wake me up give me strength to open up my eyes again I’m still hoping for the day when I’ll fit into my own skin wake me up give me strength to open up my eyes again Strayed away from the kid I’ve been Strayed away from the home i’ve built But I'll find my way I’ll find my way I’m still sleeping But the darkness will fade away

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released March 31, 2022

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Homewards Zürich, Switzerland

Melancholic Hardcore with a compelling live spirit. The five piece never fails to show
their passion and dedication for everything they create. Their songs talk about inner conflicts and the
day to day struggle within our society.

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  • May 26
    OXIL
    Zofingen, Switzerland

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